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soo i never talk about the winter of 2009 because it was the most painful thing i ever went though . and like most of us we call it a breakup. but only mine was a relationship of 2yrs and 5 mons. god damnnn thats a long time . i met this wonderful boy at a church activity for the recored i was the one that made the first move ;) i invitied him to the movies with my gf and i. we little saying for eachother was "two hands under a cupholder" and i held his hand under the movie cupholder and thats how we hit it off not really knowing anything about eachother but we give it a chance idk i guess you can call it LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT ! HA never again i tell ya.  well i seriously thought i was gonna marry him and yeah i know i just turn 16 at the time haha but i really felt that way and he did as well. but life had a different plan for him and i . its okay i really felt like i needed to go though this breakup to be the GAL i am today ! and never again i told myself. when we broke up its DESTROYED me ........ you could say my world felt like it ended and stop ... i felt like he was my life and when he was gone he took my life with him or my soul and heart .... he took everything...i went into depression like really bad depression like where i didnt shower for weeks and shave my legs no make up . i really didnt eat for 2 weeks i just felt like throwing up anything that i try to eat . i felt like i was toss into a stormy ocean and there was no boat or lifesaver to save me from the ocean.. i didnt talk to anyone i lost 14.3 lbs i was just asking the lord to let me die i didnt feel like living anymore .. there was no point of even trying ot move on i just wanted him and that it. but i didnt hear from him till 4 mons later so yeah 4 mons of trying to kill myself . i try talking a lot of sleeping pills but i surive that and thank god i did cuz now look where im at im a freakin PINUP model ! WOOT WOOT and im beautiful and im okay with being single !!and whatever man wants to run my way by all means ur welcome to come right over here and talk with me hah only if u let me bite you ;) jkjk well world im happy with my life and thats all that matters i have a great life and i wouldnt have it anyother way.  sooo please anyboy that dumps me well i'll get over it fast aha if i can get over him i can get over anything and do anything i set my mind on :DDD yeah !!!!!!!!