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so its about midnight now and i did nothing at all today i just still in bed today just thinking about what could of been . does that ever happen to you ?? when you asked yourself about what could happen if you only made a move first or done something different ? i sure millions of people world wide has gone threw this just like i am.

    im just so over day and so over my "friends"  i can never pour out my heart out to anybody so they can kiss my little latina butt. hahaha

   i dont really have much to blog about im new at this so bear with me. so lately i been just thinking about how i let my dreams of ever becoming a classical singer go out the freakin window . like yea humble urself but seriously im gonna get out of my little shell and say this only once maybe twice hah but im Leslie and i am an amazing singer and i just wish i had the passion to really go out and spead my wings and fly and sore to the top of the sky till i can just feel for a day how it is to really feel like on top of the world. right now i feel at the bottom with nothing going for myself, i dont even have a guy texting me haha thats sad in highschool i had guys always blasting my phone with texts messages and today hah im lucky if i even get one from anybody but ugh whatever its just a stage i think and hope most ppl go threw.