finally clean !

well if you guys didnt know i am mormon but never been a great one . its just hard like i am young and i thought having fun would be the way to go but i was sooooooo WRONG ! living in SIN was so not the way i should of have been going and i am disappointed in myself ! but as of tonight i am worthy to enter the house of the lord once more ! :DDDDD its been 3 yrs since i havent been able to enter because of all the wrong choices i made in my pass. but hey im human and im not perfect and i dont expect that from anyone either !  so here i am super excited to be going to the temple for the first time in forever actually clean from sin i just know its going to be soo great !!!!  the picture about was taken by one of my ex bf lol we're cool but anyways i remember i was speaking to him on how one day i was going to make it there and here i am the day is finally here and im going !!!! woot woot !  sooo 

 yea the was the highlight of my night but my day went a little more like this .....

 i woke up and i  wrote a letter to my friend in Idaho just so he knows i havent forgotten about him . and i clean my whole house while my mom was out and about her day . i had plans but they had to wait cuz my mom was taking FOREVER AND A DAY TO COME HOME!!!! 

so i went on skype where i spoke to my sick Grandma for literally 2 hours hahah 

didnt know i could talk that long to an old lady lol but i love her but now i know where i got my singing talent ! woot from her the best 50s singer and pinup model ever ! she is a diva ! love her .

so  yes where was i ??? ah yes i skype and clean and my mom finally came home and i was able to go out with my friend Gus from highschool !! i have not seen this guy for like years !! but wow it was so great to catch up with a really good friend and best part we did a mini photoshoot ! it was awesome !!! so much fun just talking about sluts and whores and but how dumbs girls can be but im not a girl im a LADY so its okay ;)  omgosh !!!  im just too happy right now !!!  im just sitting here listening and singing the song Jar of Hearts  its a really great song haha i swear imma make a video of me singing that song ! lol  so today the world just seem a lot better  yea things are bad within my family right now but that doesnt stop me from finding happiness within myself. i just need to believe in myself and with that should be enough to move forward stronger everyday . idk its kinda sounds like im in love with myself haha but what there not to love about me ?! jk jk  but if u cant love yourself you cant love someone else and i love myself so im ready to love anybody who comes my way hahahahah . im starting school in 3 weeks woot !!! im super happy! well idk i can write all day well okay i'll write a little more i forgot  to tell u my sister and her homies had a little bake sell and they sold 400 bucks ?!! thats crazy !!! shoot i should try that sometime hha mexican these days lol  dang i just feel like that hummingbird right now just on top of the world and soring above and watching everyone from above. and if i have not thank everyone for everything they ever done for me im doing it now ! THANK YOU ! special thanks to a amazing guy that help me where i need to be and that goes to FRANKIE !!! <3  thank u for being my my ox for a little bit love u kiddo haha  . well im on FB with gus haha love that man as well hes always been there for literally everything !! thank u !! well i think thats it for tonight hhaha